These past couple of days have been amazing... I just can't find the right superlatives these days! In life, when one door closes in your face, you find yourself getting depressed and wishing things were different. Or you go running and kicking at that door, attempting to break it open. I have been neither here nor there recently.
One thing I've come to realize though, is that as one door shuts, another opens. Even if you don't recognize it as an open door, it is always there, right next to the closed doors... I have experienced boundless joy and unrivalled attention. I have had love poured into me, and dripped all over me I find it difficult to believe that I was able to exist in a different state prior to this. Until you have experienced abundance, you cannot really qualify loss. I have come to see men in a different light altogether, and I am able to appreciate a man's worth. I know now that only a person who truly loves their own self, can be happy. Only a person who is happy by their self, can be happy with someone else. It is really sad to see how many people are walking around with undetected neuroses and different stages of mental illness and nobody around them knows or sees the depth of their dis-ease.
I believe that God has blessed me with all these, as a taste of what He has in store for me. The BEST is yet to come, surely...
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