What a relief when a nightmare ends... The joy of rainstorms are the rainbows at the end. The hope that carries us through tunnels in life, are the lights at the end. I can't really put into words what I am feeling right now. All I know is that I am finally getting a release in my spirit that it is all over. My struggles are over, my joy is coming. Whatever I felt I would lose, I gained freedom instead. There is nothing worse on earth than being stuck in an unfruitful, negative, draining relationship. Well, maybe there is - not realizing you ARE in that kind of relationship in the first place.
The sad thing about the end of a relationship, no matter how bad it was, is extracting yourself from it. The shared dreams, goals values, all reminders of what used to be. I find it liberating to dump all those in the bin of your heart, put it all down to experience, learn the lesson from it and move on. It is finished. Es ist aus, vorbei, am Ende... Ich habe endlich meine Ruhe, kann wieder zu mir finden. Es ist fast so, als waere die Zeit stehengeblieben waehrend ich im Tiefschlaf war innerhalb einer Beziehung indem mein ICH zugrunde gegangen ist. Nun bin ich wach, und meine Seele geht wieder auf...........
It is finished. To new beginnings ;-)
Thursday, 13 September 2007
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Out of the shattered dreams God 's designing a great masterpiece and he is taking you to the place of blessings without contention. Ezekiel 37:10, Genesis 26:22, Isaiah 55:12-13.
amen, and so be it! Thanks for this, I appreciate it
my dear, he who began the good work in us will be faithful to accomplish it.
it is well with our souls. I could go on and on but i know you know that with God all things are possible!
I feel sorry for you....You gave so much and received so little in your relationship. You deserve more and I know God Almighty will grant it.
Your painful decision shows me how strong you are.
Please, don't feel sorry for me. No experience in life is wasted. Out of the ashes of this bad relationship will arise the beautiful soul of a fabulous new relationship -this is my conviction, and my confession. Love is about giving, I pray I never, ever lose the ability to, and the readiness/willingness to give -Amen
Not me, but Christ in me... makes me strong.
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